My emotions seem to be flapping in the breeze, for a number of reasons, and it's not a comfy sensation.
I've been drifting through a mix of mild depression, anger, self-doubt, selfishness and frustration. None of these are good in themselves, but they are reminding me of how I have to focus on what's real and of value and what is shaky and transitory.
Every cloud etc.
So I'm still here. Thanks to those that noticed and prayed for me: by the grace of God I'm going to come through all this.